fear transformed to liking...

I did it. Yes, finally after 23 years of living n breathing on earth.. i did it. Makes me wanna sing that Frank Sinatra song all over again... haha.. I've always had this fear for roller coasters and every other ride that makes me feel that my heart is gonna regurgitate from my mouth... don't get me wrong... i'm all GO for adrenalin pumping activities but roller coasters and wild rides has never been under my "must do" list whenever i visit Sunway lagoon...

It all changed this time...

I found myself in the sunway lagoon dry park around noon yesterday. Took one deep breath and forced myself to line up for the wild rides... the first round.. my eyes we shut tightly, hands were gripping the safety harnesses and i was screaming on top of my lungs... but somehow this time, there was an element missing... where did the *heart popping out *feeling go? I stayed on for another round and this time... it was with my eyes opened wide... and Voila~ it just went away... i don't know why and how it just went away.. but it did... ;) i'm still going like 'wow'... i went through it and i actually want MORE!! i know it's no big deal to many of you out there but to me... this is as BIG as eating bugs in thailand, bungee jumping, skydiving...etc... simply amazing... i've gotta go read more bout this whole dear mechanism...